I shout across the room to you [JARED]

[Ryuu James]

Sighing, he rubbed his face with his hands, before pulling on a clean shirt. He’d been playing drums all day, and the shirt he had been wearing was all damp with sweat. Unable to sit still, Ryuu walked up and down the width of his room several times - nearly tripping a couple of times on old clothes strewn across the floor. Sitting down on the bed heavily, he pondered what to say.

[ABFKJS short g2g nao byes >_>]

[Jared Miles Platt]

[/i] miss them. They had sent him here to Watson in hopes of never seeing poor Jared again because they were ashamed of his bisexuality.
Sadly, Jared's trip back to New York was a flop. At first, he couldn't even find his parents because they had moved again. Jared caught a cab and made a visit to the house of a friend of his parents, and they were able to tell Jared his parents' new residence. Jared, however, almost got too nervous to go find his parents and he almost left, but he spent the night at a hotel and made his way over to his parents' apartment the next day...
Jared's phone vibrated madly beside his head, which still lay on his desk. He let it go into voicemail, then got the strength to lift his head up and check it. It was Ryuu.
"Oh my god...I'm- No...Look, come over, okay? I need to talk to you properly..."
Sighing, Jared snapped his phone shut and slipped it into his pocket. He didn't call Ryuu back, but he headed over to his dorm. Arriving at the door, he knocked softly two times. He was nervous. What would he say? ...This was reminding him of his visit to his parents too much.

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[Ryuu James]

Two knocks at the door, and Ryuu felt like passing out from nerves. Jumping up, he raced half way across the room, and then stopped. What was he supposed to say? Was Jared as mad at him as he as at Jared? Sighing heavily, he walked the rest of the way and rested his hand on the door handle, closing his eyes and trying to regain his composure. Opening the door slowly, the hinges creaked in protest, and he stared for a moment. What the fuck was he going to say? Biting his lip, he stepped aside to let Jared in.
“Nice to see you decided to show up,” he said gruffly, looking at Jared’s shoulder instead of his face. The last time he’d seen Jared, he had been making out with his brother. The memory burnt into him and made him feel bitter, angry. Grip tightening on the door handle, he waited anxiously for Jared’s reply.

[Jared Miles Platt]

[/color] he whined, "I... I... didn't tell you I was leaving because... because...," Jared was stuttering. He didn't know how to put it. Should he just tell him the truth? He took a long pause and tried to think of some other reason why he wouldn't tell Ryuu. Nah, it's best to tell him the truth. "I didn't want... you to get in the way," he finished, but then shook his head saying, "No.. that came out sounding bad. I... just didn't want you to try to come with me or something... like that."
He felt like an idiot now and put his hand to his face. After a long silence, Jared decided he needed to explain where the hell he went in the first place. "I went back to New York for a couple of days to see my parents... I hoped that maybe they would miss me, too, but... well still they don't want me." Jared felt a tear building up in one of his eyes and he wiped it away before it could drop. He felt crushed that he went all that way for nothing, and now his boyfriend was angry at him for not even saying anything. "It was stupid of me not to tell you," Jared added, "I know I should have."
Jared then remembered another reason for Ryuu to be upset with him. Irja. He bit the inside of his cheek nervously, he hoped Ryuu wouldn't bring that up. Jared really didn't know what to say about it, more so than what to say about leaving for half the break, which was pretty painful for him.

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[Ryuu James]

Ryuu shut the door slowly, letting it swing closed by itself. Pacing back to his bed, he sat down again, looking up at Jared as he stumbled over his words. Ryuu’s brow creased in confusion, why would he try and get in the way?
“Why…Why did you think I’d get in the way?” he asked faintly, scratching the back of his head. After, he rubbed his hand on his trouser leg - his hair was exceptionally greasy today. He looked away when Jared wiped a tear from his eye, unable to look at him when he was so sad. Thinking hard, he bit his lip. Why else would Jared not want to tell him where he was? You didn’t just not tell your boyfriend you were visiting your parents for a few days unless … Ryuu’s head snapped up, his expression changed.
“Last time I saw you, you had your tongue down Irja’s throat…He isn’t that goddamned identical…” Ryuu trailed off, his green eyes hard and cold. Standing up, he paced the length of his bed and back, thinking what to say.
“So you expect me to believe you?” he said finally, his tone harsh.

[Jared Miles Platt]

[/color] Jared said while looking up at Ryuu, eyes slightly red from holding back tears. "I wanted to start slow with them. I didn't want to have to go up there and say, 'Hey Mom and Dad! I came back to see if you'd give my bisexuality a second chance! ...Oh! And this is my boyfriend, Ryuu! We have man sex together!'" Jared choked out.
It was becoming more difficult to hold back tears. Why was this? He would never be crying if a girl was in his presence. But since Ryuu was more of the 'seme' type of guy, it made Jared feel like he could cry... even though right now would not be the time to go cuddle into Ryuu's arms whilst sobbing.
Then Ryuu mentioned Irja and Jared cringed. He took in a deep breath and shuddered at the same time. He didn't quite want to admit that he... enjoyed sticking his tongue down Irja's throat that night. With Irja, he could be the 'seme'. He shook the thoughts away and put himself back on his own side. "I was drunk! And hey, so were you!" His tone had altered to being harsh as well, "And yes, I expect you to believe me because, well, we love each other!" Jared took a pause, then innocently asked, "...Right?"

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[Ryuu James]

Ryuu flinched, Jared was right. He’d probably have wanted to come anyway. It was just how he was, he had to get involved in every single thing he could. Nodding slightly, he shrugged.
“I guess you’re right there…” he sighed, still staring at the floor. He could hear the tears in Jared’s voice, and he just wanted to jump up and comfort him…but this really wasn’t the best time to do stuff like that. Jared’s mirror of his harsh tone made him cringe, and he glanced up, feeling like a total ass. He went to retort that it didn’t matter - hell, Ryuu was the perfect example that being drunk did indeed matter - when he heard Jared’s next sentence. He froze, inside and out. Did he? God…This was a very difficult situation. If he said the wrong thing…well he could just wave Jared goodbye.
“Yes…Of course we do…” he smiled faintly, and stood up. His stomach clenched nervously, but he pushed away his anxiety and pulled Jared into a hug, holding his chin with his thumb and finger.
“Don’t cry…I’m sorry. I’m such an ass,” he sighed, and kissed Jared’s lips lightly, holding him close.

[Jared Miles Platt]

[/color] Jared began to explain, "It's just... thinking about my god damned parents. How could they? They really seemed to love me growing up. They gave me most anything I wanted, payed for all those drama and music classes, and I could talk to them pretty much about anything... Now they don't want me at all, don't care." Jared rested his head on Ryuu's chest, under his neck. He felt stupid, angry, and sad all at the same time.

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[Ryuu James]

Ryuu stroked the back of Jared’s head, biting his lip thoughtfully. He knew how that felt, and it made him feel more sympathetic than he probably should.
“I don’t know…Some people just don’t…I dunno. You’re just unfortunate your parent’s are the kind of people who don’t agree, right?” he sighed, Ryuu was always hopeless at trying to comfort people. He just made it - at best - sound about as bad as it was. Pulling Jared back over to his bed, he sat down with him on his knee.
“But don’t worry about it, they’ll realise how stupid they’re being soon,” he smiled faintly, kissing Jared’s cheek briefly. Ryuu didn’t know what he was talking about; he just missed kissing Jared after the best part of a week. It was probably the first time he hadn’t filled one lover’s absence with another. And it actually felt pretty good, waiting so long for just that one person. It was more satisfying in a way. Ryuu didn’t care to think on it any longer than he had to, and he brushed his lips down Jared’s jaw bone, sighing softly against his skin.
“I missed you,” he murmured, winding his arms round his waist.

[Jared Miles Platt]

[/color] Jared said, "Every time I thought about you while I was gone, it pained me." He then brought Ryuu into another kiss. It felt so good to be with him after being away for what seemed like years. It also felt good because it was helping him to forget his failed mission in New York.
Jared put his hand on Ryuu's face, his other hand still wrapped around Ryuu's backside, and deepened their kiss by inserting his tongue.

OOC: Bleh. Too short for me to be satified, me thinks. >.< I'm sorry it took me so long, too. I actually had a good two and a half paragraphs that I was going to post but had no time so I just saved it in Word and then left, and now I can't find it and I'm angry and forgot what I put. Ugh! If I can write a whole paragraph about my misfortunes, why can't I write some more to our RP?! x__x -crawls away mumbling angrily-
P.S. And my MSN still won't work after I reinstalled it TWICE. o.o

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[Ryuu James]

Ryuu smiled through their kiss when Jared said he missed him too, and pulled him closer. Running a hand down Jared’s thigh as the let Jared slide his tongue into his mouth, he lay back. It felt nice being a bit of an uke for once, and he hooked his arms round the back of Jared’s neck.
“I’m glad I’ve got you,” he murred, his eyes hooded with sleepiness and pleasure, “It’s much more fun than fucking around,” he added, hooking his feet round Jared’s back and pulling him close, laughing slightly

[and you thought your post was phail?! ;A;]

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[Jared Miles Platt]

[/color] Jared said, still smiling, "You really mean that?" he questioned. Ryuu's statement had made Jared's heart melt with pleasure. He didn't think those words were possible to come out of Ryuu's mouth. Jared thought it was so sweet and it made him feel... special. "I can say the same about you," he whispered into Ryuu's ear.

OOC: Ew. Still short. >.< Next post from me shall be OMGCOLOSSAL! =D

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[Ryuu James]

Running his hands down Jared’s side, he rolled his eyes playfully. Jared sounded so unsure that he was being truthful. Why would he say it if he didn’t mean it?
“Duh, why else would I say it?” he grinned, tugging at the hem of Jared’s shirt and pulling it up round his shoulders. Running his hands greedily over his chest, he sighed contentedly, a half smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. Revelling in Jared’s closeness, he blushed slightly when he whispered in his ear.

Propping himself up with his elbows, he nuzzled into Jared’s neck.
“Is it me or do you have a new cologne?” he purred, pulling him down for another kiss. Sliding his tongue through Jared’s parted lips; he wondered how long they had been together now. It was a pleasant surprise to Ryuu when he worked it out at about five months (mainly based on the fact Holly was two months pregnant when they went to the sleep over). Sighing contentedly, he tangled his hand in Jared’s hair, deepening his kiss. There was no where else he’d rather be right now.

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[Jared Miles Platt]

[/color] but the movement of his mouth was interrupted by Ryuu's tongue. Jared smiled almost literally from ear to ear.
They'd been together for five months now, hadn't they? This surprised Jared. The longest he could usually keep someone was a month or two, but that was rare.
Jared hugged Ryuu tightly as the two continued to kiss and he sighed with pleasure.

OOC: Okay, so maybe it's not 'OMGCOLOSSAL', but... it's satisfactory, I hope.

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[Ryuu James]

Although Ryuu was very happy right now, he’d be twice as happy if he was on top. Sitting up slightly, he grinned, and rolled over, so he was on top of Jared.
“No topping for you today,” he smirked, and pulled his shirt fully off, grinning playfully and rubbing his stubbly chin on Jared's chest. Laughing, he closed his eyes, lying his head on Jared’s shoulder.
“I’m sorry I accused you of fucking off with my brother. I was being stupid,” Ryuu sighed against Jared’s neck, shuffling over so he was laying next to him instead of on top. Winding and arm round Jared’s bare waist, he smiled,
“Who the hell would want to get in bed with him when they have me, anyway?” he smirked, trying not to laugh at his own, big-headed joke.


[Bah. Much phail >w<]

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