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Post by Holly Kennedy on Jan 22, 2008 16:28:53 GMT -5
Holly turned round to look jay in the eye and she smiled and laughed a little.
"well, I suppose you don't keep many secrets do you?" she said as she playfully proded him in the chest.
She knew that Jay would think that her secret wasn't such a big deal but it was to her.
"well, you know you ask if I had hooked any guys?" she said slowly using quotation marks again at the word hooked
"well, eh...I kinda liked a guy but eh...Reagan kinda got to him before I did, everybody knew that I liked him but yet he goes with my best friend" she said with a sigh as she looked down and coward slightly into Jay's shoulder. She really didn't know why she was acting like this with him, she was acting as if they were still going out. |
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Post by jay on Jan 22, 2008 17:03:14 GMT -5
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide[/i]
Jay raised an eyebrow. Liam? Liam was the one to fill his place - or who she’d hoped would fill his place. He almost laughed, but bit his tongue, nuzzling his head into her neck instead.
“I see. Well, not much you can do is there?” he stated the obvious quite bluntly, another of his talents. He closed his eyes, and slowly drew his arm away from her waist, and stood up. He went over to the chair, picked up the lyrics and put them back on the music stand. Jay stood there for a moment, silent and stiff, nervous about singing for some reason. Holly was the only other person in the room - he had no trouble in front of lots of people - why would this be a problem? Because she knew him. She’d understand the lyrics almost as well as he did, and he knew that it’d made it all the harder to face the truth in them.
[/blockquote] ‘cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Jan 22, 2008 17:26:42 GMT -5
Holly loved the feeling of Jay being near her, she felt comforted that he was beside her, willing to her complaints and problems.
"Well..I guess not " she said as she shrugged
"I mean Dakota said I should be happy for her, I can be on the outside but really I can't on the inside"
Holly knew that she could forget about Liam easily but she didn't really want to because after that there was nobody that could replace him in her mind. She quickly studied jay's face and realised that he would always be there and she could never replace him.
She watched as Jay stood up and walked over to where he was sitting before. He was staring at her and he looked puzzled as he held the piece of paper in front of him.
"what's wrong?" she asked
"I told you now you tell me, tell me everything, I want to hear" she said slowly and sweetly as she stood up and walked over to him placing a hand on his arm and looking up to him. |
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Post by jay on Jan 23, 2008 2:21:51 GMT -5
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide[/i]
Jay looked up from the words on the music stand, and laughed.
“Dakota? She doesn’t know the difference between a boyfriend and a handbag, if you know what I mean,” he snorted. Even though Jay was supposedly her friend, he was a complete two faced bastard behind her back. He frowned at the words, and sighed. When she rested her hand on his arm gently he tensed up again, then let out a long sigh and relaxed. It wasn’t healthy for him, always being on edge like he was.
“Err…It’s nothing really…I just wrote some hard lyrics. Not hard to sing just…hard to deal with,” he bit his lip. The technical side of it was easy, and he could carry them out with pinpoint accuracy, but the meaning was a different struggle all together. He sighed and pulled the arm she was holding close to him, and put the other arm round her. He only realized that he’d pulled her into a hug where she was facing him when it was too late and he bent down to kiss her forehead. It was weird being this close to her again, but he wanted to make her feel better. Maybe he felt just a little rivalry towards Liam, perhaps he was trying to get her back? He’d prove he was way better than that Liam bloke.
[/blockquote] ‘cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Jan 23, 2008 10:16:47 GMT -5
Holly knew exactly what Jay meant when he talked about hard meaningful songs, she wrote songs and poems like it al the time when she was bored of feeling low which she had been a lot lately, she didn't understand why.
"I know the feeling" she said slowly and breathlessly as she thought about some of the songs she had written herself. She could read and re-read them for hours and still things didn't make sense, even when written down on paper.
She didn't even manage to get her next sentence out when she felt Jay pull her into a hug, she missed this so much, being in Jay's arms. She then felt him kiss her forehead, she felt the familiar goosebumps that she loved and she smiled her sweet girly smile. She looked up at him with knowing recognition.
"Jay.....?" she asked, she noticed that he seemed a little puzzled and dazed still |
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Post by jay on Jan 23, 2008 12:58:14 GMT -5
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide[/i]
“Hum?” he smiled down at her, head to one side. It was sort of hard to smile down at her, because Jay wasn’t the tallest guy in the world, but there was a little height difference there. He smirked and nuzzled his head into her neck, and licked it playfully. Unfortunately Jay couldn’t stay serious for very long with anyone, he always liked to play. The seriousness of the moment was destroyed, because he started giggling and kissing her along her jaw again.
“I missed you,” he said quietly, squeezing her again, and gazing into her eyes.
[/blockquote] ‘cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Jan 23, 2008 13:17:46 GMT -5
Holly's breath caught in her throat, she knew she still loved Jay and she couldn't surpress it any more. She loved how affectionate he was, she knew just by the tension and atmosphere in the small room they were in that Jay wasn't joking either...so she hoped.
She began to laugh and giggle, like she used to as Jay nuzzled his head into her neck. She ran her fingers through his long black hair, that she loved and she sighed happily.
"I missed you too Jay" she said as she stood on her tip toes a little and kissed the tip of his nose. She placed her mouth up to his ear and whispered slowly.
"Je t'aime toujours"
She wasn't sure he'd know what it meant which made it all the better, it was mysterious.
"and I assume you haven't hooked any girls yet?" she asked hesitantly |
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