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Post by maxxie oliver;; on Feb 25, 2008 16:52:27 GMT -5
He laughed at her, but not mean. He never meant to be mean around Dakota. He wasn't sure, but Alex was sure he loved her or something. He had to keep the Ryuu thing under covers, it could not get out.
"Hey" He said, quietly, "I can tell it was something, you okay?" He asked, raising his hand to her face, his fingers on her cheek.
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Post by Dakota Woods on Feb 25, 2008 16:57:37 GMT -5
Dakota pretended to pout, holding back a laugh. Her voice dropped to a whisper, not usual for her, and said "It was.. nothing." She was going to say it.. but she was too scared. "I'm fine. I couldn't be better." Her voice was still a whisper, and really, she wasn't fine. Well, she was.. but at the same time, she wasn't. There was something.. something that he was holding back from her. Maybe he wasn't. Maybe she was just imagining things. |
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Post by maxxie oliver;; on Feb 26, 2008 15:44:17 GMT -5
Alex could tell something was bothering her, she wasn't normally like this. Not at all. What if she knew? Surely it hadn't travelled that quickly, besides although it was the second third time, it meant nothing. Right?
"Hey Kota, please tell me what's up?" Alex asked, wrapping his arms around her, he didn't want her upset. He'd upset her, he'd blown it.
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Post by Dakota Woods on Feb 26, 2008 16:19:59 GMT -5
"Alex, I promise it's nothing important." She looked away from him, looking at a random spot on the wall. "Well.. part of it's kind of important.. I heard you kissed Ryuu again. What's with that? And I heard there was a picture of it or something like that.. Do you like him?" She look back at him, biting her lips, trying to hold tears back. She didn't want him to see her cry. |
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Post by reagan swan;; on Feb 26, 2008 16:31:38 GMT -5
He frowned, he knew whatever it was was important to her. He also knew exactly what t was. How the hell was he going to explain this one, apart from the normal; i was drunk. Which was true, but wasn't much of an explanation.
"Shit..." He said, the word accidentally coming out of his mouth. "Look, about that" He began, trying to work out what to say.
"There's no picture" he said, but it sounded defensive, he hoped there wasn't a picture. "And no, you know I only have eyes for you babe" He said, he was sure he didn't sound very persuasive. "We were both pissed...It wasn't supposed to happen"
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Post by Dakota Woods on Feb 26, 2008 16:41:16 GMT -5
Dakota sighed.. She believed him.. partly. She didn't believe that he didn't like him. Somewhere in the back of her head, she thought he might like him, even if it was just a little. She really didn't believe he only had eyes for her either.. Maybe she would ask him about it.. Yeah. "Do you really only have eyes for me?" Her voice was kind of sad. She wanted to believe it.. but she didn't know if she could. |
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Post by emilyy on Feb 26, 2008 16:45:56 GMT -5
Alex pulled himself off of her, and shuffling across the bed so he could lean against the wall. He was such an idiot, why did he even have to get drunk.
He nodded, to quickly, at her question. He wanted to think that he did only have eyes for Dakota, sure he loved her, but he was only human. Humans get distracted and sidetracked.
"Of course I do, no one else matters" He said, his voice once again sounding persuasive. Screw it, he'd just beg her to forgive him. "Look I'm really sorry Kota" He said, feeling sorry for himself, but sorry for her as well.
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Post by Dakota Woods on Feb 26, 2008 16:52:21 GMT -5
Dakota frowned as he moved away from her, but didn't move closer to him. "Whatever." She turned on her side, facing away from him. A whole new train of thoughts ran through her head.. Did he still like her? One made her really sad.. Did he want to break up? Just thinking about it, tears threatened to start. She held them back, but it didn't work. Tears rolled down her face and she tried to hide it from him. |
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Post by emilyy on Feb 26, 2008 16:56:48 GMT -5
Alex put his head in his hands, sighing, what was he supposed to say to her? He knew he had to show that he loved her, but how the hell did he do that?
Of course he didn't want to break up with her, that would hurt him as much as it would hurt her. Or maybe it would be better for her. If he was going to keep slipping up, atleast he wouldn't be cheating.
He could hear her sniffs clearly through the silence. "Why are you crying?" He asked, reaching out his arms, to turn her around, so she was facing him. "I never meant to make you cry, Dakota..."
It was official. Alex was hopeless at relationships. It was going perfectly, then it went wrong, and he just kept making her more upset in his attempts of saying sorry.
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Post by Dakota Woods on Feb 26, 2008 17:02:11 GMT -5
Dakota shrugged and said "It.. It just seems like.. like you don't like me anymore." She wiped her eyes, attempting to stop the tears but they just kept coming. She looked down at the bad, not able to make any eye contact with him right now. She was kind of embarrassed.. She didn't ever want him to know that.. But maybe it was for the best. |
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Post by emilyy on Feb 26, 2008 17:10:46 GMT -5
Alex sighed, "Of course I still like you" He said, his tone sounded like he was pissed off. Of course he wasn't. Not with Dakota. But all his thoughts were getting muddled up, and he couldn't control what he was saying.
He felt really awkward, he wasn't good with tears. "Please don't cry" He asked, his voice softer, as he moved his hand to her hair. He felt so guilty that he'd made her cry, and horrible that she wouldn't even look at him. But part of him just wanted to scream out loud, or rewind time. Back to when everyone was perfect. Too perfect to last. "Kota, you know how I feel about you"
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Post by Dakota Woods on Feb 26, 2008 17:23:16 GMT -5
Dakota shook her head. She had stopped crying, but she still couldn't look at him. She moved closer to him, cuddling her face in his chest. She stayed like that for a little while, and then said "I know you do.. I guess you just don't act like it." |
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Post by maxxie oliver;; on Feb 27, 2008 13:33:26 GMT -5
Alex wrapped his arm around her as she moved closer to him. He felt a bit better, atleast she didn't hate him entirely. "Look I'm sorry, I've been a jerk. I'll control myself" He told her, which meant he was either going to avoid the rest of the human population, or just not drink. The last one sounded more appropriate, but he'd never be able to do it. He kissed her on the head, his spare hand twirling a strand of her blonde hair.
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Post by Dakota Woods on Feb 27, 2008 16:17:28 GMT -5
Dakota looked up at him, putting her hand on his cheek. "Your not a jerk. You couldn't ever be a jerk. Would a jerk be saying sorry? I don't think so." She could still feel wetness on her eyes, and with her free hand she wiped her eyes, trying to get rid of all the wetness. "You have good control. Just maybe you should warn me before you drink." She smiled at him, it was small. But still a smile. |
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Post by maxxie oliver;; on Feb 27, 2008 16:20:33 GMT -5
Alex tried to smile, no matter what Dakota said; he was a jerk. It was undeniable.
"I'm such an idiot" He muttered, more to himself than to her, "I wasn't thinking, I won't say I'll never drink again" He said, pausing for a moment. "But I'll make sure I know what I'm doing..." He finished. Well that totally didn't make sense. He hugged her tightly, although it felt strangely awkward still.
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