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Post by Ryuu James on Feb 6, 2008 14:06:32 GMT -5
Back down in Brooklyn, I'm so hard
Naked with the lady, crashed my car
Maxed out all of my credit cards, black out in Brooklyn
Brooklyn!
Ryuu snorted in laughter. Living with Tom must have been a blast.
“Mmm, sounds like a plan,” he said silkily, scooting closer to Bill and breathing on his neck.
“What I do for fun? Well…I play the drums, I cause havoc and…I swim,” he looked away embarrassedly at the end. The mighty Ryuu was a pansy little swimmer. He’d never been on a team in his life, except for his prep school’s swimming team. What a wimp he was.
Heading out to Detroit, got the call the motor city's jumping
Maybe I should stay
Curtain calls coming, we'll have to stall, a red heads finding her way back stage
I see her coming this way
I get in I get out jump in a cab at a quarter to midnight
I show up we get down and the party gets started again
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Post by engel on Feb 6, 2008 14:58:10 GMT -5
Bill took a deep breath and let out a loud sigh at the feeling of Ryuu's breath on his neck. Still lying on his back, he turned his head toward Ryuu. Something inside him just really wanted to kiss Ryuu again but he forced himself to look away. As he started at the ceiling, he had to wonder what exactly Tom would think, or say, if he walked in at that moment. Would he be angry or would he just not care?
He glanced at Ryuu out of the corner of his eye. He was a swimmer.. Bill found it hard to believe, but at the same time it would explain his toned body. "Do you swim a lot?" he asked, genuinely interested.
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Post by Ryuu James on Feb 6, 2008 15:04:29 GMT -5
Back down in Brooklyn, I'm so hard
Naked with the lady, crashed my car
Maxed out all of my credit cards, black out in Brooklyn
Brooklyn!
Ryuu nodded,
“Mhmm. Every day,” he winked, and propped himself up on one elbow, tracing the patterns on Bill’s shirt lightly. His hand was shaking slightly, the anticipation was getting to him, and he had to take a deep breath to calm himself. He didn’t want to scare Bill off now.
“Nice shirt. What’s it like underneath?” he purred, his hand moving down towards the hem, and playing with it a little, tugging at it nonchalantly.
Heading out to Detroit, got the call the motor city's jumping
Maybe I should stay
Curtain calls coming, we'll have to stall, a red heads finding her way back stage
I see her coming this way
I get in I get out jump in a cab at a quarter to midnight
I show up we get down and the party gets started again
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Post by engel on Feb 6, 2008 15:22:25 GMT -5
Bill nodded and continued to silently stare at the blank ceiling. He could feel Ryuu's hand shaking slightly as he touched his shirt, but paid no mind to it. Yawning, he raised an eyebrow.
"It's like.. a chest and stomach?" he muttered, sending Ryuu a weird look. He could feel him tugging at the hem and lightly pushed his hand away. He went back to staring at the ceiling as if it was the most interesting thing he'd ever seen.
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Post by Ryuu James on Feb 6, 2008 15:32:43 GMT -5
Back down in Brooklyn, I'm so hard
Naked with the lady, crashed my car
Maxed out all of my credit cards, black out in Brooklyn
Brooklyn!
Ryuu pouted slightly, and got the message, flopping onto his back again. Sighing heavily, he closed his eyes again, craving a smoke, but wondering if he should start trying to give up…
“You seriously need to get laid,” he laughed off his disappointment, without really giving it away. He tapped his stomach thoughtfully, staring at the ceiling too, what was so interesting about it that distracted Bill from him? Ryuu started feeling a little jealous of the ceiling. Why was it so special? What did the ceiling have that he didn’t? He frowned, and then realised how stupid he was being, and tried to shake it off, smiling slightly instead.
Heading out to Detroit, got the call the motor city's jumping
Maybe I should stay
Curtain calls coming, we'll have to stall, a red heads finding her way back stage
I see her coming this way
I get in I get out jump in a cab at a quarter to midnight
I show up we get down and the party gets started again
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Post by engel on Feb 6, 2008 15:44:14 GMT -5
Bill shrugged awkwardly from his position. "Yah, maybe I do," he said, quickly shutting his eyes and mentally slapping himself. He hadn't meant for the words to actually come out of his mouth. He looked at Ryuu and knowing he'd have some smart-ass comeback, decided to try and stop him before he started, "You.. don't even say anything."
Having decided once again that he was uncomfortable be flopped onto his stomach and crossed his arms, laying his head in them. "What are you looking at?" he asked, staring st Ryuu.
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Post by Ryuu James on Feb 6, 2008 16:51:45 GMT -5
Back down in Brooklyn, I'm so hard
Naked with the lady, crashed my car
Maxed out all of my credit cards, black out in Brooklyn
Brooklyn!
Ryuu smirked wryly, Bill was so easy to wind up.
“What do you mean, I don’t say anything?” he asked, confused at Bill’s choice of words. He said plenty! When he wanted to that was…Or when he was really drunk. Ryuu was a very talkative drunk, which was probably why he got to sleep with so many people. He talked about sex way too much when he was smashed.
He grinned down at Bill, and blushed slightly. Bill would defiantly laugh at his answer.
“The ceiling. I was wondering what it had that I didn’t,” he looked a bit sheepish, and stared at his hands, picking a loose bit of skin.
Heading out to Detroit, got the call the motor city's jumping
Maybe I should stay
Curtain calls coming, we'll have to stall, a red heads finding her way back stage
I see her coming this way
I get in I get out jump in a cab at a quarter to midnight
I show up we get down and the party gets started again
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Post by engel on Feb 6, 2008 17:02:06 GMT -5
Bill stared at Ryuu, "Nothing, nevermind," he muttered, glad he'd confused the boy enough that he didn't mention his slip of words.
Closing his eyes, he wondered what Ryuu meant. Wondering what it had that I didn’t.. he repeated the words in his head. There wasn't a possibility that, maybe, Ryuu liked him? Shaking his head, he told himself no. If it was anything at all, it would just be sex that he wanted. It was then that it dawned on Bill that, just maybe, that's what the whole day had been about; Ryuu trying to get into his pants. He pulled himself into a sitting position and couldn't believe it had taken him so long to figure it out. It should have been obvious. He glanced at the older boy, a look of disgust on his face. "What the hell's that supposed to mean?"
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Post by Ryuu James on Feb 7, 2008 2:36:34 GMT -5
Back down in Brooklyn, I'm so hard
Naked with the lady, crashed my car
Maxed out all of my credit cards, black out in Brooklyn
Brooklyn!
Ryuu just grunted in reply, and sat up, yawning slightly.
“God…Do you even have a sense of humour? If you do…It sucks,” he grumbled, not looking at him, which was quite hard to achieve. He couldn’t resist for much longer, and he turned to look at Bill, looking sad. Why was he so disgusted? Then it dawned on him. Bill thought he was just trying to get to sleep with him. Like. Now. He shuddered; for once the prospect wasn’t that great.
“Dude! You think I’m trying to lay you?!” he said in an irritated tone. Why was that all people thought he wanted? He wasn’t that shallow. He actually wanted to be friends this time.
Heading out to Detroit, got the call the motor city's jumping
Maybe I should stay
Curtain calls coming, we'll have to stall, a red heads finding her way back stage
I see her coming this way
I get in I get out jump in a cab at a quarter to midnight
I show up we get down and the party gets started again
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Post by engel on Feb 7, 2008 7:59:53 GMT -5
Rolling his eyes at Ryuu's comment, Bill turned away from him. He was no longer in the mood to put up with Ryuu's shit.
He sighed loudly and clenched his jaw. Noticing the sad look on Ryuu's face, he decided to ignore it, thinking it was all part of his plan. He felt like the biggest idiot in the world. He really should have known from the moment Ryuu walked into HMV earlier that day. "Yah, what the fuck else could it be?!" he shouted, feeling his face turn red from anger as he got off the bed. "It’s all whores like you think about. Tomi’s the same fucking way.”
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Post by Ryuu James on Feb 7, 2008 8:12:16 GMT -5
Ryuu was, for once, lost for words. He felt a lump form in his throat, unable to control it, and snorted angrily.
“Thanks so much. Did you ever wonder that maybe I did like you? Or are you so high in your self image that you couldn’t dare to think a greasy whore like me would be good enough for you? You’re such a self centred bitch!” Ryuu was clearly pissed off now, and he stood up, beginning to pace the room angrily. He had to take several deep breaths to stop himself lashing out at the wall like last time. The last time he’d been this angry, he’d punched the wall, and gotten a compact fracture in his arm that left it permanently weak. He turned his furious gaze on Bill, and blinked back angry tears.
“I’m not that selfish, you know. It’d be nice to be friends, but I think you were expecting too much. You just assume that because you’re so conceited. You think you’re the most beautiful thing to walk the planet! Don’t you? Maybe you are, but it won’t get you anything,” his voice lowered instead of raised, and he surprised himself at how angry he was. He was fed up of being treated like dirt all the time.
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Post by engel on Feb 7, 2008 8:28:36 GMT -5
Bill stood next to the bed, taking in all of Ryuu’s angry words. He repeated his words over and over in his mind, no one had ever said anything of that nature to him. Sitting slowly on the edge of his brother’s bed, he lowered his eyes. He officially felt like the biggest asshole on the planet and wasn’t sure what to do. One part of him wanted to just start apologizing like crazy and the other was telling him to just forget it and leave.
Glancing up, he saw Ryuu pacing across the room and realized just how angry the older boy was. As Ryuu turned toward him, the only thing that went through his head was, if looks could kill... Lowering his eyes again, he bit his trembling lip to keep himself from speaking, or crying, afraid to make things worse than they already were.
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Post by Ryuu James on Feb 7, 2008 11:54:41 GMT -5
Back down in Brooklyn, I'm so hard
Naked with the lady, crashed my car
Maxed out all of my credit cards, black out in Brooklyn
Brooklyn!
Taking a deep breath, he sat down on his bed, letting out in a rush. He didn’t know what to say after his … outburst. Rubbing his temples, he muttered at himself to calm down and think about it carefully. Sighing, he looked up at Bill, and he looked very sorry for himself.
“Look…I’m sorry I exploded at ya…But it’s fuckin’ annoying when people always think you just want to sleep with them…” he muttered sullenly. He gazed at the ground, his bright green eyes full of frustration. Why did nothing he said ever come out right? The last time he’d slept someone when he wasn’t actually drunk he’d got them pregnant, and had a massive fall out with everyone. Luckily for him, Bill wasn’t at risk of being pregnant, but it still had other feelings tied in that Ryuu would rather leave out of the equation. Ryuu didn’t like his emotions, they were very strong and he didn’t like not having total control over them. They did what they like, weather he wanted it or not.
Heading out to Detroit, got the call the motor city's jumping
Maybe I should stay
Curtain calls coming, we'll have to stall, a red heads finding her way back stage
I see her coming this way
I get in I get out jump in a cab at a quarter to midnight
I show up we get down and the party gets started again
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Post by engel on Feb 7, 2008 13:44:42 GMT -5
Keeping his head bowed, Bill squeezed his eyes shut in an attempt to keep the tears from falling. He knew what Ryuu had said was true. He was a conceited, self-centered bitch, he'd just never thought to use those words. "Don't apologize. You have every right to be pissed," he whispered, keeping his gaze down, "I - I'm sorry."
Glancing up momentarily, Bill noticed the Ryuu was also looking at the ground. He quickly averted his gaze for fear of being caught. "It's your image, you know. People think you only want to sleep with them, because that's how people know you. If you just stopped sleeping around, then maybe people wouldn't look at you and assume sex is all you're looking for," he mumbled as he stood up, heading for the door to put his shoes on, thinking it was maybe time for him to leave.
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Post by Ryuu James on Feb 7, 2008 13:57:09 GMT -5
Back down in Brooklyn, I'm so hard
Naked with the lady, crashed my car
Maxed out all of my credit cards, black out in Brooklyn
Brooklyn!
Ryuu shook his head, and his shoulders shuddered at the same time. After a while, a chuckle escaped his lips. He’d been laughing - hard.
“You’re so full of self pity. You little emo kid,” he grinned, standing up and walking over to him, putting his hands in his pocket, showing he had no intention to touch him in any way, appropriate or otherwise. He sighed heavily, and shrugged, almost to his own thoughts.
“I know I sleep around a lot…It’s a habit I can’t break, and I admit to it. I’m a total lust fuelled bastard. However, my way of life is quite satisfactory. It keeps away the past. I’m sure you can understand that?” he looked up at Bill, his eyes twinkling with a mixture of good will and pleading. Glancing up and down Bill’s figure, he could understand why Bill would be maybe just a bit big headed. He really was gorgeous. However, Ryuu found that he wasn’t having sick fantasies about him like he expected. Instead, he just saw the here and now, and wondered if Bill realized that.
Heading out to Detroit, got the call the motor city's jumping
Maybe I should stay
Curtain calls coming, we'll have to stall, a red heads finding her way back stage
I see her coming this way
I get in I get out jump in a cab at a quarter to midnight
I show up we get down and the party gets started again
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