Not a story but a poem

[rose]

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I have friends.
I'm sorry they actually talk to me
I'm sorry they try to comfort me.
When you've hurt me.
I'm sorry they want to hang out with me.
I'm sorry they might actually like me.

I think it's kind of sad.
When I turn to the pounding of my headphones.
Just to escape the reality of home.
Music isn't just my release.
It's my,
life.
It's my lifeline when I'm alone.

I'm sorry music is my cure all.
I'm sorry I want to be someone
I'm sorry I'm not you.
I'm sick of trying to be the little girl you wanted.

In the begining I tried.
I tried to be perfect.
I failed.
I'm sorry that when I cried
you were the cause
and the friends you badmouth
were there telling me
not to take that fall.

I'm sorry I forget things.
I'm sorry i want to go out.
I'm sorry I have flaws
I'm sorry I'm human.

I'm sorry that Sorry isn't good enough for you.