Can't get her out of my head[Addi]

[Dakota Woods]

Ugh. Ever since the other day, Oli hadn't been able to get his mind off of Addi. He just.. couldn't. He had heard that she had a boyfriend.. Was it true? Had she really had sex with him and then not even tell him that she had a boyfriend? Walking into Starbucks, he sighed. He walked up to the counter and said "Uhh.. A latte, please." He paid the young girl behind the counter and moved to the left to wait for his coffee. Once it was done, he grabbed it and sat down at a small round table. He ran a hand through his hair and sighed. He pulled out his phone, about to call Addi. He decided against it, and set his phone down on the table.

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When it's : N I N E : in the : A F T E R N O O N !

Ever since the other night, Addie couldn't get a certian boy out of her mind. His name was Stephen and she was madly head over heels in love with him, and he felt the same way about her. Yet, every time she kissed him, her thoughts wandered to the face of another boy. Oliver Murdock. One night stand, she told herself, one night stand. It meant nothing to her and she wanted to keep it that way. But she gave him her innocence, how could you forget someone who impacted your life that much in such a short span of time. She thought of all this as she paced around her dorm, number nine, and decided she needed fresh air. She shoved a five dollar bill into her shorts pocket. Her pale legs came out of the hemline of her shorts and when she stepped outside she wished she had a jacket. Or better, Stephen. He was cuter and warmer than a sweater. She needed something warm to drink. She hurried down to the local Starbucks and ordered a Chai Tea at the counter. She grabbed it and it thawed out her cold hands. She looked around and spotted none other thank Oliver. She walked over and sat down in the chair closest to his. Maybe this was a little close since she had a boyfriend now. She wondered if Stephen knew about Oli. Hopefully not...

[Dakota Woods]

Oli looked up, suprised as someone sat down. He noticed it was Addie. Not exactly the person he wanted to see. Well, he kinda did. But she has a boyfriend. He would have remember that. "Hey." His voice was quieter than usual.. She sat up straighter and sipped his latte. "Where's your boyfriend?" The words came out WAYY meaner then he had intended them too.. He was happy for her. Really. He was.

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Addie forced a smile as he said his hello. Was he mad at her? He had told her he didn't like her, so why would he be mad at her for habing a boyfriend. Oli hissed out those words and for some reason, Addie felt her heart snap a little. She hadn't hurt him, had she? She looked uo and tried to avert his gaze, failing as his eyes met hers. "I don't know, I'm not his babysitter." She shrugged, trying to fight back the urge to shake whatever was wrong with Oli out of him.

[Dakota Woods]

"So did he ask you out before or after we had sex?" He had to know. He would feel horrible if she had cheated on him. He looked at her, straight in the eyes, not breaking the gaze. He probably looked a lot madder than what he really was. He was mostly sad.. But it's not like she would care, now would she? Might as well put on a 'I don't care' look.

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"After... I never would have had sex with you if I was with someone..." Addie shrugged, her head telling her that this was the right thing to do. Her heart was torn, she loved Stephen and she knew that for a fact, but it was almost like Oli was a little taste of danger and that Stephen was playing it safe. But the difference was that she aleady took the rish of the danger and this was the after effect. Oli's eyes burned through her like hot coals and she almost wanted to cry. How could she have done this... he looked so sad, dissapointed, let down. This couldn't be her fault, he was the one who said it was only sex...

[Dakota Woods]

Oli shrugged. "Wouldn't bother me. It was only sex right?" He didn't really mean what he was saying. But there was no way he was going to let this girl know that she had him like this. He didn't 'like girls'. He just.. didn't. It wasn't like him. No. He didn't like her. He wouldn't let himself. Maybe it was his fault. If he hadn't kissed her.. one thing wouldn't have led to another. Things wouldn't have happened.

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Addie heard him speak but the tone of voice, the look in his eyes, she could see through him. "You're lying." She bluntly put it, because that was the truth. He couldn't like her, she had everything in her life all perfect then in comes Oli with his crush and his sex and it really wasn't his fauly. She consented, she kissed him, she made him like her. But she liked Stephen now, and she really didn't know what to do about any of this... "Just talk about it, you'll feel better..."

[Dakota Woods]

"I'm not lying. That's all you think of it." It's like his voice was permantly mean. Probably not the best thing.. "Talk about what? How we had sex and then I fell for you?" He had said it louder than he had meant it to be. He sighed and slouched in his chair. "Sorry. It's not your fault." It really wasn't her fault. If he wasn't the big manskank he was, none of this would have happened.

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"Well, yes. I was aware of the sex..." Addie trailed off as Oli's words registered in her mind. HE DID WHAT?! "I wasn't so aware that you... you have to be joking? This can't happen. You can't... this is not happening..." She stuttered to herself, it was like the sky was falling except in this case the sky was what she had with Stephen and what was going to crush and kill her was Oli's feelings for her. Great. "This is all my fault, I'm so sorry. I should have stopped you..."

[Dakota Woods]

"I would hope you were aware of the sex. It would be quite awkward if you weren't." Ugh. What had he gotten himself into? Nothing good. Of course. "Don't freak out. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said anything about it. It was stupid. Forget I said it." He waited a few seconds after she finished saying something about it being her fault. "No. It's not your fault. If it's anyone's, it was mine." He buried his hace in his hands and said "Ughhh. What did I get myself into?"

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"I'm not freaking out, I just feel incredibly bad about this whole thing. I never meant for anything of this nature to develop. I meant it to just stay a one time thing... I'm so sorry." In that moment, Addie felt the impluse to give Oli a consoling kiss on the cheek, but she realized that she had Stephen now and that would be cheating on him... And she would never want to jeopradize her relationship with Stephen, he meant everything to her. "Yeah, it isn't your fault. And what you need to do is find someone who is better and more available than I am." She paused, and her voice faltered. "It can't be that hard to find someone who deserves you much more than I ever could."

[Dakota Woods]

Oli rolled his eyes. "And you think I wanted this to happen? I don't actually like people. I like them until I fuck them and I get bored." Oli stared at her in disbelief. "Who exactly am I going to find? Seriously? I'll just be thinking of you." He set his cup down hard on the table, starting to get mad. He didn't really know why.. Maybe it was a way for him to pretend not to care.

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Addie felt a little hurt as Oli rolled his eyes, why had she gotten involved in any of this... she wanted to have sex with Oli again just to make him happy, and not sad, but the thought was fleeting because of Stephen. It's true when people say relationships tie you down. "And I'm the opposite of that. Well, we could just make a pact to never talk to one another again and go on with our lives. And as for who else you could find, there's planty of people. Trust me, you don't need me." Oli looked pissed and she hoped that it wasn't all because of her. She put her hand on his shoulder, rubbing it lightly. She was about to reduce to tears in a second.

[Dakota Woods]

Oli shrugged her hand off of his shoulder. He pretty much felt like a jerk now. "Look, I want to see you, but it's gonna suck while your still with Steven or whatever." He paused for a minute and continued, "I know I could have a lot of other people, but I don't want them."