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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 13, 2008 18:37:11 GMT -5
Holly had been talking or metaphorically shouting, but not meaning to, at Phoenix over the IM. She really felt bad for saying the things she did but she knew that she would give him a chance to 'explain' this to her in a way she could understand if he would talk at all to her. She was just really upset and hurt by the names that Dierda had been saying to her over the IM and all her feelings were coming out in a way that she didn't really want them to, she didn't want to be mad at PJ for something he didn't even have anything to do with, sort of. She just wanted to know why this girl was so desparate to get him back from her, what did she have that she didn't?, would he actually leave her for this girl? All stupid questions were simming around in her head and being hormonal didn't help much either- she would either cry at something or be angry at it for no reason. She walked from her dorm and upstairs to the next corridor with the boys dorms in it. She was good friends with Zeek so she knew that he lived in dorm 7. She walked up to the door and took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
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Post by nate on Mar 13, 2008 18:49:30 GMT -5
[/b] rather softly with a smile before pointing to Phoenix and backing up to let her in. He couldn't stand the fact that Phoenix could sleep through any sound, but the minute someone touched him, he would wake up. This was amo for Zeek, he would periodically walk over and poke him, just to laugh as Phoenix cursed under his breath and rolled back over. However, Phoenix had been in Zeek's dorm since last night when he found out Deidra was here. "He told me that he was afraid Deidra would figure out his dorm number and go by his dorm" He muttered to Holly.[/size][/ul] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 13, 2008 19:04:45 GMT -5
Holly waited for a second or two, she felt really nervous and she didn't understand why- she had butterflies, strange feeling ones. She heard the door open and she looked up to see Zeek, she smiled a little. At least she knew if she took things too far with PJ he could hold her back or something, she needed somebody else to be there.
She walked into the dorm and looked over to the bed that Zeek had pointed to where PJ was 'sleeping'. She sighed, she didn't know how to approach this kind of thing, she had never been in this situation before and she didn't like it one bit. She was going to try her hardest to try and not scream ot shout or anything, she wanted to be understanding like the Holly that everybody loved. She knew that lots of people didn't really like her nasty horrible side and that's why she never used that part to her personailty much, some people had never even seen that part before.
She walked over to the bed where he was sleeping and looked down at him, he had his back turned to her. She would usually find this funny but she wasn't in the mood for 'funny'. She reached out a shook his shoulder a little.
"PJ, get up you lazy ass" she said a bit harsher than she expecte from herself, she didn't men for it to come out that way, it just did. |
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Post by nate on Mar 13, 2008 19:09:23 GMT -5
[/b] He said softly, Opening his laptop and signing back in to AIM. Phoenix groaned softly before opening his eyes and looking over his shoulder. It had been fully awake, he probably would have jumped at the Fact that it was Holly who had woken him up, but he had to rub his eyes once or twice. he didn't know why he was so tired. "sorry" He muttered, sitting up so that he was facing her. He ran his hands through his har, not bothering to ask what she was doing here, he kinda already had a feeling, but it wasn't a good one. He had a feeling that things wouldn't go well in this conversation, much less their relatationship if Deidra had anythign to do with it.[/size][/ul] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 13, 2008 19:24:51 GMT -5
Holly really did not want to be mad or even remotely angry at all to PJ, she just wanted answers to some question but she knew they wouldn't come out without some sort of annoyance. She watched him as he woke up and ran his hands through his hair, she loved the way he did that and it was even better when she messed it up, it was funny to see his reaction sometimes, although she didn't like to get her hair ruffled either.
"Sorry?" she asked a bit confused
"Sorry for what exactly?" she asked
"The fact that there's a bitch out there that wants to kill me? or that you can't even face it to talk to me?" [/size] |
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Post by nate on Mar 13, 2008 19:34:26 GMT -5
[/b] He said looking at her, chestnut brown eyes focused soley on her. "I Didn't know she would come here Holly, honestly There's nothign between us, Not any more, Just me and you... ok?" He asked looking at her. He didn't know what to tell her, didn't know exactly what kinda answers she wanted from him. It wasn't his fault that deidra had come to America, to the same state, same town, and same school. It wasn't like he had called her and asked her to come or anything.[/size][/ul] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 13, 2008 19:54:44 GMT -5
Holly could feel her annoyance fade as PJ spoke to her, although she always felt like that when he spoke to her. Just in his prescence she sometimes felt weak at the knees and she knew if she was ever angry or annoyed with him that it wouldn't last long.
"Yeah, she better not touch me or she'll end up with her face re-arranged" she smirked
When he spoke to her again she sighed with a defeated tone and she sat down on the bed and burried her face in her hands as she places her elbows on her knees.
"If there's nothing between you's any more than why does she say that you still love her"
"and I hope it's just me and you for this little one" she said softly as she pointed to her now obvious bump, she didn't even think he had noticed before. |
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Post by nate on Mar 13, 2008 20:00:48 GMT -5
[/b] He said, Now scooting over so that he could put one arm around her. Honestly, he was in a daze. Of course now, he was sure that nothing would come between them, but what kind of feelings would wash over him when he saw Deidra face to face again, talked with her. He just wanted the strength to over come that, Deidra did have a very strong pull on him and he desperately wanted to end that pull.[/size][/ul] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 13, 2008 20:19:13 GMT -5
Holly knew that Phoenix was being genuine to her, so she thought. She was a very gullible character though, she would believe a lot of things easily if they concerned her or anybody she cared about.
"I don't know" she sighed when he asked how she would know who he loved
She felt him pull her into a hug from her side and she smiled a little, she knew she was a lucky girl to be where she was. She turned around slightly and hugged herself into his shoulder.
"I just keep thinking you'll go back to her and leave me" she muttered slowly
This was the kind of question or idea that she had since she found out who this girl was and thinking about it made her want to either scream or cry and she didn't know which. |
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Post by nate on Mar 13, 2008 20:24:55 GMT -5
Phoenix sighed softly as he felt her pull herself into his shoulder, resting her head against him. He could feel the warmth of her breath against his shirt as she spoke.
"I'm not Holly, I'm not gonna leave you"
He truly meant this. He would just have to force all things from the past from his mind, For His sake, Holly's, and their little bambino's. He would have to force himself not to give into old feelings. Why would he need to when he had a wonderful life now. A beautiful loving girl, and soon to be kid. [/center] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 13, 2008 20:40:46 GMT -5
Holly looked up at Phoenix and she smiled slightly when he said he wouldn't leave her. She just hoped she was right when she knew that he would never leave her, she didn't want this other girl getting in the way of them. They were better than they had ever been and now she knew that there was somebody that didn't want them to be like that, somebody that wanted to rip them apart. She wasn't going to let that happen.
"I know you won't but I can't help but think otherwise"
"I don't know what I would do without you PJ" she said quietly and slowly as she tried to attempt a nervous smile. |
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Post by nate on Mar 14, 2008 8:38:33 GMT -5
[/b] He said, Resting his cheek against the top of her head with a soft sigh. "Let me take care of this, I don't want you the least bit stressed ok... for the little one" HE added the last bit, Placing his hand on the slight bump and kissing her forehead. He wasn't going to tell her that he was planning on talking with Deidra at some point today, that would only make her mad and upset. Besides, it was nothing but a talk to see why she was acting the way she was... or at least he hoped thats what it turned out to be.[/size][/ul] |
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