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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 10, 2008 10:41:08 GMT -5
Let's be.More than.This.Holly had been chatting to Jared on the IM earlier and they had both agreed that they were really bored and waned to go somewhere or do something. Holly had suggested the park , she hadn't been to the park in ages. Although she had a funny feeling that she would be here all the time when she had her baby, she couldn't wait for that. She changed from her pyjamas into her strappy green top and her sky blue jeans and rather than take her car she walked to the park, it wasn't that far from the school anyway. She loved the park, it was place where anybody could have fun. She walked into the play area and sat down on her favourite swing. she swung her feet about, her feet couldn't even reach the ground when she sat on the swings she was so short, but everybody loved her for being small, they thought it was cute that she was small although sometimes she felt that it wasn't so cute, she didn't like being small much, she laughed about it though sometimes- especially when Maxxie would ruffle her hair, that annoyed her. [/size] |
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Post by Jared Miles Platt on Mar 10, 2008 10:59:16 GMT -5
[/color] waving his arms around and running towards her. [/ul][/font][/size] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 10, 2008 11:11:42 GMT -5
Holly was busy inside her little world that existed in her head, she liked to live in her little fantasy that everything everywhere was perfect. She continued to swing her legs like a 4 year old would but she didn't care, she liked to act younger than her age. Although she was brought out her little bubble when she heard somebody shouting her name. She looked up and smiled when she saw Jared, she wa glad that she could be here with one of her friends. Although she had never really had a chance to talk to Jared on a one to one, it was always on the IM or at a party or something or other.
"Hiya" she smiled
"That was fast" she grinned
She thought that Jared would have taken longer to come to the park, she had hardly been there 5 minutes and he had already appeared. |
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Post by Jared Miles Platt on Mar 10, 2008 11:22:48 GMT -5
[/i] with her, since they had done so little of that. "Yeah," Jared nodded, "I was able to find something to wear pretty quickly today!" He motioned his hands like he was displaying clothing like a model would. Grasping the chains of the swings once again, he swung slowly and slightly. Looking at Holly's stomach, he asked her, "So how is that little Jelly of yours coming along?"[/ul][/font][/size] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 10, 2008 11:40:53 GMT -5
Holly laughed when he said that he had managed to find something quickly to wear.
"You're worse than me" she giggled
She watched as he sat on the swing next to her, she felt happy now but giggly at the same time. She knew that Jared was always amusing to her and she found him really funny. They would get along very well considering she is always laughing and giggling at the most random things, sometimes she would even laugh at things that happened days or weeks ago.
"So how is that little Jelly of yours coming along?"
She laughed a little at the nickname that most of the guys had given her baby, she thought it was a bit funny though, considering she didn't know what it was yet she had to have some sort of name for it and if 'jelly' was what everybody was calling then so be it.
"my jelly is fine" she smiled as she placed her hand on her slight bump.
"You good?" she asked happily |
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Post by Jared Miles Platt on Mar 10, 2008 12:09:30 GMT -5
[/i] is fine!"[/color] Jared chuckled. He wasn't even very sure that Holly liked everyone calling her and PJ's jelly baby a jelly. "I'm doing pretty fine myself," Jared exclaimed as he thrust his body back and swung on the swing a couple of times. Dragging his feet and making himself stop swinging, he turned to Holly and asked her, "How are you?"[/ul][/font][/size] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 10, 2008 12:41:28 GMT -5
"Glad you're good" she smiled
She plaved her hands on the chains of the swing and started to rock forwards and backwards but she didn't go very far when she heard Jared ask how she was. She knew she would take forever to answer that question, there was so much stuff going on in her life that she didn't know where to start.
"Complicated question..." she sighed
"But overall I'm arlight, I guess"
She really didn't like to talk about herself much and she wanted to try and change the subject.
"so, you and Ryuu?" she asked with a giggle |
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Post by Jared Miles Platt on Mar 10, 2008 17:59:05 GMT -5
[/color] Jared told Holly, grinning stupidly and making a thumbs up. 'So, you and Ryuu?'Jared laughed and took a long pause before answering. Ryuu was an awesome guy. Jared had figured that out for sure last night at the sleepover. Smiling, he answered Holly, "Yep, me and Ryuu."That reminded him. "Are you and PJ still going strong?" He had seen them acting pretty happy together last night, but he wanted to know exactly what Holly thought, but only if she felt like sharing. [/ul][/font][/size] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 10, 2008 18:10:58 GMT -5
Holly giggled a little when he said basically that him and Ryuu were together, she thought it was the cutest thing ever and Ryuu didn't have to be drunk to like him.
"Yeah Me and PJ are still good" she smiled
"I wasn't so sure at first cause he kinda wigged on me when I told him about the baby"
"But I think I've turned him around, he seemed pretty happy last night" she said with a cheeky wink. |
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Post by Jared Miles Platt on Mar 10, 2008 19:39:35 GMT -5
[/color] He clapped his hands, a silly expression on his face. "Do you think he'll stay with you for nine months and beyond?" Jared asked, though after he asked it, he felt kind of guilty. ...Like he was asking too much or something. "Sorry," he apologized, "You don't have to answer that, Hollz."[/ul][/font][/size] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 11, 2008 10:32:42 GMT -5
Holly wanted to laugh at his silly expressions, it was always Jared to be like that and always her to laugh and smile at everything, she was just a happy giggly kind of person.
She smiled weakly at him when he asked if she thought that PJ would stay with her.
"It's alright Jared, I'm an honest person, I'll answer anything" she smiled
"But yeah, I hope he'll stick around, he has to if he knows what's good for him" she laughed a little
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Post by Jared Miles Platt on Mar 11, 2008 10:48:27 GMT -5
[/color] he paused and then continued, "Well actually... if he leaves you then I really don't think he'd deserve an instabush. So never mind!" He grinned. [/ul][/font][/size] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 11, 2008 14:14:27 GMT -5
Holly giggled a nervous smile when he said that he would plant his famous instabushes but then he thought he didn't deserve it if he left her.
"I don't think I'd ever be the same if he left me" she sighed#
"He's the best thing that's happened to me since....well..since Jay actually...
...and he wasn't exactly the nicest of people"
Holly knew that if Phoenix were to ever leave her she would be devestated and would probably never laugh again, and that just wasn't like Holly not to laugh. She knew that if he did leave that she couldn't stop him and she wouldn't want to stop him, she would let him go if he wanted to go so she knew there would be no need for Jared's 'instabushes' because she wouldn't have to beat him for it because she would let him go if he wanted, but she didn't want him to go. |
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Post by Jared Miles Platt on Mar 12, 2008 17:52:22 GMT -5
[/color] Jared's voice trailed off, but returned, "Don't be too hard on yourself if he does leave you. At least you'd still have your baby, hopefully," he assured Holly. He stopped the slight movement of his swing with his feet and put his hand on Holly's shoulder. As a friend, of course. "And don't get me wrong, Hollz, I'm not saying I think he'll leave you. He seems to really love you, you can just see it in his eyes when he looks at you."[/ul][/sub][/font] |
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Post by Holly Kennedy on Mar 12, 2008 18:22:12 GMT -5
Holly smiled a shy cautious smile when Jared said that she shouldn't be too hard on herself. She knew that she would be too hard on herself if he left, she would blame it on herself if anything, she blamed herself for a lot of things, things that other people didn't see much logic in, she was just a harsh person- to herself. Although she knew she was tough so she could handle blaming herself for a lot of things. She then gave a slight thought to what it would be like not to have PJ around when she had her baby, she wasn't so sure she wanted to have her baby if PJ wasn't tehre to help her, afterall they did agree together that they were both hopeless cases that wouldn't be so hopeless if they stuck together and helped each other out.
"Yeah, I guess I'll still have the baby, but I#m not sure if I want it if PJ isn't there" she sighed.
This was just a situation that she never wanted to happen but she didn'y know what the future held for her. The only thing she knew about her future was that she was going to have her baby and end of story.
When Jared said that he could see the love for her in his eyes she smiled her biggest smile and giggled a little, although it was a slight fake giggle. She didn't really feel up for laughing or giggling much today. She looked from her hands and up to meet Jared's eyes and smiled slightly.
"I really hope he doesn't leave me. What reason does he have to leave me?
"I just hope he won't run away when I have the baby cause he's scared. Cause I'll just be as scared, more-so even"
"I don't know how to me a mom, Jared"
"What if i'm a really horrible mom?"
Holly knew that she would try her hardest to be a good mom to her baby but she wouldn't know if she was doing everything right and she felt like, although she had loads of friends that could help her, that she was on her own with a lot of it and she didn't know if she would be any good at it. |
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