Until you leave I am alone [ R E A G A N N N N ; ]

[{ L I A M bradenton]

You're [ L I S T E N I N G ] : too close ; (with a K N I F E in your back)

Liam was all torn up over this. He hadn't meant to cheat on Reagan, he really loved her. He had for along time and of course as soon as he tells her and she likes him back and everything's good, he goes and gets drunk and cheats. Nothing ever works out for the heartbreak kid. He had texed her and been sorry and asked her to meet up and talk about it. She had said yes, but he could tell she was still upset over it too. So he had goten a cokie and waited for her to arrive. He took another bite and sighed. Hopefully she could forgive him.

[reagan swan;;]

Reagan had sat for the past ten minutes in her dormitory trying to decide whether or not to meet up with Liam in Starbucks.
She got up, shoving her phone in her pocket, she couldn't just not turn up, she had after all text him back with an 'okay'.

With a sigh she headed for the door, slamming it behind her, not meaning to make such a noise. She had no idea how the following meeting would go.

She reached Starbucks soon enough, and noticed Liam sitting at a table by the window, alone.
Biting her lip nervously she pushed open the glass door, her expression changed as she walked over to him.
She put on a scowl, which was well practiced by now and sat opposite him not saying a word, she didn't even look up at him, knowing that if she did she might smile or something. She was going to make herself stay angry at him for as long as she could.

[{ L I A M bradenton]

Liam looked up and tried to stop himself from welling up. He saw her face and remembered everything. He had dragged Holly off, made out with her, got caught and called Reagan a slxt and a b!tch. Then he got strangled. But somehow she still took his breath away, all he could manage was a weak smile. "You look great." He said, his voice shaking.

[reagan swan;;]

Reagan looked up at him at last, she could tell he was sorry, maybe she was being harsh. She blinked, she wasn't being harsh, anyone else would act exactly the way she was, it didn't matter how cute he looked.

She just laughed at him and folded her arms moodily.
"Oh thank you so much" She said overly happy, and obviously sarcastic. "Holly does as well doesn't she" She sneered, her arms still folded, maybe she did have this whole bitch act covered, but she really did hate being mad at Liam.

[{ L I A M bradenton]

"Sure, to someone else." Liam replied, suddenly feeling helpless in the midst of all of this. He really wanted her beack, but he knew how she was. She wasn't going to hear it. "But for me, she's never even held a candle to you." He muttered, rubbing his hand across on of his eyes. He hadn't slept all that night and now he knew why. Life wasn't all black and white anymore, and this situation was a shade of grey.

[reagan swan;;]

Reagan fiddled awkwardly with a napkin that lay on top of the table, her legs crossed underneath.
Her emerald eyes were still focused on him, she was trying to look like she knew what to say and what she was feeling, when really she had no idea.

She listened to him, and stopped herself from laughing, she was finding this slightly amusing, but then come to think of it he was seriously drunk that night, and looking at him made her just want to forgive him on the spot.
"Well, why did you decide kiss her then?" She asked, knowing that he hadn't really, but part of him still did. She shrugged and broke the gaze, looking down at the half shredded napkin.

[{ L I A M bradenton]

She spoke and Liam sighed. He really didn't know. He had downed about 5 beers before that and he couldn't remember anything. "I was drunk. I wasn't thinking. I was scared of being tied down. But mostly cause I was drunk." He stopped. He was being stupid, why should he defend himself if she wasn't going to listen. It was practically a lost cause. He took a deep breath. "I wish I never did it. I ruined the most perfect thing I've ever had in my whole life. And that was with you."

[reagan swan;;]

Reagan still kept her emerald eyes on the napkin infront of her as she listened to his explanation. She knew that because he was so drunk he couldn't actually tell what he was doing, but it was still something she didn't want to admit. Although he hadn't meant to do it, he still did.
She sighed, and finally lifted her head. He sounded so truthful, but she didn't know what to say. "Well I wish you hadn't of done it either" She snapped, not meaning to sound so harsh.
"I've lost my best friend" She muttered, which was only half true, her and Holly hadn't really spoken properly, "And you.." She muttered, so quietly it was a miracle if he had even heard it.

[{ L I A M bradenton]

This had sounded so easy before Liam had arrived, just talk her into getting back together. He had forgotten Reagan's temperment... He finished his cookie and swollowed it, wishing she could bear to look at him. She sighed and looked up, maybe he was telepathic... "You haven't lost me!" He shot back, loudly without thinking. "Don't you see me sitting here in fornt of you practically begging you to take me back. Reagan, I fxcked up but it won't happen again. I love you..." He looked down, after spitting out something like that he couldn't look at her.He welled up in spite of himself, and crossed his arms on the table. He put his head in his arms, he was so embarrassed. And pissed. He was sure she would just scream and run out on him. He'd lost her...

[reagan swan;;]

Her eyes narrowed as she looked at him, "How can you throw that word around so easily!" She said louder then she had expected. She looked down again, shuffling the pieces of tissue into the centre of the table.

"You've said that, but you still did it" She said, quieter now. "Even if you were completely out of it" She added.
Reagan composed herself, she had told herself before she had left to meet Liam, that she wouldn't get upset over this again, she was going to say it as it was, she was so annoyed with him, it hurt her to even dislike him a little bit.

"I shouldn't of held my breath should I?" She then said, soudning distant as if she was talking to herself more than she was talking to Liam. "I mean, its okay, we weren't together or anything" She concluded, she was trying to convince herself that she shouldn't be upset or anything, because well they were both still single.

But that meant she was this much closer to forgiving him, and she still didn't want to give in that easily. That wasn't what Reagan usually did. "But still"
Her words confused herself, and she looked up to see Liam with his head in his arms.

[{ A D D I E donavan]

ooc; I ish lazy x.x

"I'm not throwing it around. I've never said it to anyone but you and my parents. Never. Anyone. I seriously have feelings for you, Reagan, and I thought I'd finaly gotten you to be mine and I went and messed it up. Alcohol does things to people. I wish it didn't." He listened to her speak a little more. He sighed and closed his eyes, resisting the urge to hit his head on the table. He didn't, though, it would have been crazy loud. After she said she shouldn't have held her breath, Liam sw the small twinkle of a tear in her eye. If she cried, Liam would be so mad at himself. He never wanted to make her cry. He wanted to make her love him more and more and all he could manage to do was make her hate him. "No, we weren't together. But I wanted us to be and you know you did too. And we still could be if you could just give me a second chance. I wanted to be with you so bad, I've liked you since forever. And I was going to ask you out, but I was scared to. I've never asked a girl out properly before, it's uncharted territory for me. I got scared."

[reagan swan;;]

She pushed her fringe out of her eyes and glanced down at the table as she listened to his reply. She had never really said she'd loved anyone, well not with actually meaning it.
What he said made her smile inside, but she would definitely not say that, especially now.

She opened her mouth to say something, "I..." but she paused and then changed what she was going to say, "Well I'm glad you know you messed up" She said, trying to make her voice stronger, swallowing her tears that she would not let out.

Reagan bit her lip when he spoke next, it was true that she had wanted to be with Liam as well, but she wasn't going to say that either. "I don't know..." She muttered, not even sure if she was answering a question or anything, it just came out in reply to her own thoughts as well as what he had just said.

She couldn't help but laugh slightly as he had admitted to never asking a girl out before, it was a kind laugh, she thought it was cute what he had said. But once again she didn't say anything, she wouldn't portray any of her true feelings, or her old feelings maybe.

As soon as the smile broke across her face, she regretted it. She let her hair fall in front of her face again, "It feels.." she began, wrong or something similar was the word she was looking for. She didn't know if Holly still liked Liam, and would she even more now?
She put her arms unsteadily on the table to heave herself up from the chair. She knew it was horrible to leave Liam, but seeing him hurt made her feel even worse and more upset.

ooc; +i'm sorry if this doesnt make sense haha.

[{ L I A M bradenton]

As Reagan stuttered, Liam could feel that she wasn't going to just jump into his arms and ride away into the sunset in a diamond studded carriage with him. "Well, I'll be glad when you know it meant nothing, and that I only have feelings for you..." He trailed off. At this point he had to choose his words very carefully, or else he may offend her by saying something bad about Holly. He wondered if they were still friends... As she laughed, Liam got pissed. He could have hit her in the face but she was a girl, and a girl he loved nonetheless. She smiled and Liam knew he was getting through to her finally.


ooc; dayuuuum thats short. soooo sorry emi ):

[anna]

Reagan was standing up now, her hands in the pockets of her dark blue jeans. Her hair was over her shoulders, the fringe over one of her bright green eyes.
She was still looking down, but she brought her head up to look at Liam. She knew it had meant nothing, both him and Holly had told her, she believed it, so why was she acting so stubborn and reluctant. Maybe she was acting egoistic, she didn't want to ruin her reputation, but that was more old Reagan.

"I do..." She said simply, but her voice had gone quiet again, it seemed like she was going through various mood swings in ten minutes. She shrugged, she still liked Liam, more likely loved him back, but she wasn't used to that kind of feeling and she didn't know what to say to him, especially after he had hurt her. But he was sorry. "But.. Holly?" She said, mainly to herself, she still wondered whether Holly thought anything of Liam, would she still be able to be her friend, she loved her as well, as a best mate.

Reagan frowned, becoming frustrated with herself, for a second she hadn't realised she was still standing in front of Liam in Starbucks.

ooc; i know wrong account lolz (: and this probs doesn't make much sense either.

[{ L I A M bradenton]

ooc; this is going to be painfully short cause i had a good one and i posted it and it dissapeared.

Liam nodded as she talked, was she going to give him a second chance? Could she forgive him. She mentioned Holly and Liam's stomach blew up inside him. "Don't you see, I don't like Holly and I never did. I've always liked you!" He looked at her, her frown was burning into her. It pained him physically and emotionally to see her unhappy. And, well, it was all his fault. Turns out the only one who could make her stop crying was the one who made her cry in the first place...